I thought I knew what I wanted.
That's not entirely accurate, I know what I want.
I just don't know how to have it.
I thought I did.
I know I did.
But then it changed.
We tainted it.
You know it's true.
What we had has been tainted.
Tainted by the lies.
Tainted by the selfishness we've both displayed.
It's been replaced by something else.
Something less.
I want to try to start over.
I know that's not entirely possible, but we can try.

I love you.
I know that.

You're holding my world together.
It's beginning to fall apart.

Please save me.