I'm really tired right now.
Not in a sleepy way, but in an exhausted way.
My body hurts all over.
My mind has been far too active.
My emotions have been pretty crazy.

It's all stemmed from decisions I made.

Lately I've been noticing hos my decisions effect me and those that I love.
That's just the truth behind life.
Our decisions make us what we are today.

You and I are simply a product of every moment we've lived up until now.
We decide our moments.

I love Ashlee so much.
I cause her so much worry.
I don't mean to.
I just want her to be happy.
More specifically, happy with me.

I'm going to go take a test on Monday for a job as a police dispatcher for the Plano Police Department.
I really need this job.
That's actually part of the reason I keep on typing.
Part of the test is data entry and typing.
I can barely type without looking at the keyboard...
I'm pretty lame for a nerd, I know.

Well, here is another video: